Today I want to write about past hurts and the loneliness that it promotes. The thing that has the loneliness sound for me and reminds me of the past, is a train far off in the distance. Sometimes now when I lay in bed at night I listen until it trails out of my range of hearing. It reminds me of when I was a little girl, we lived a block in half from a train track. I used to listen to it wondering where are those people or things going, and I would ask myself what is your destination when you leave home. Things were not so rosy for me there, as you can gleam from my writings.  However, what the devil meant for evil, God turned it around for his good. (1) Your experiences bad or good make up who you are today, and has set certain a trajectory for your life.

Your mind is a value piece of real estate people, and you can't just fill it up up with junk. Yes, people hurt you, left you, abandoned you, sucked the life out of you with their stuff. However, if you're still reminiscing about it, they still have the control. Let go of that behavior and you just might find a beautiful person inside. GOD wants what is beautiful and wonderful in your life.

I urge you to start right now by doing some mental house cleaning! I have and it works.

Peace and Love!
Dee

Genesis 50:20 (1.paraphrased)